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I'll always end up with you"Ronnie" I cry to myself. My best friend .... The only one I could ever love he's in jail and it's my fault if I would've just read the message later.....
2 months later
Craig just told more lies about Ronnie I know he didn't get caught with hereon in prison he's too good for that. He wanted to get sober even before he went to prison . But I just couldn't stay sober because all I thought about was Ronnie and how much I love him.but he hates me and I went to see him in prison and all he said was how useless I am . He is right though I am useless and no one would love a faggot like me....
2 Years later
Ronnie is out of jail now... He is starting a new band 'falling in reverse' he wrote an album it was rather about how much he hated me or how he was sober now. And yet I'm still a druggie. God I should just die . Ronnie said I was going to anyways so why not make it come true.....
I'm going to rehab today . Maybe when I'm sober I can talk to Ronnie again and get back in Escape th
Random poemI think its amazing about how quickly people can change,
how they grow apart into total strangers
how they say there in love one minute,
but it's gone the next
they say they are happy together and it will never change
but then they never want to speak together again
All one ever wants is to find love
but sometimes it never exsist
sp dip what are you hideing chapter 3Craig slams me agaisnst a wall putting his arm around my neck I praticly see the rage in his eyes "why would you tell Stan to break up wih me??!!" he growels "what!" my mind screams but then i remeber....
"you were beating the living hell out of him" i manage to gasp out. that just makes him more angrey he starts punching my face im loosing alot of blood this was going on for atlest ten minutes
I feel myself blacking out.
suddenly the puching stops and i fall to the floor I try to look up but fail miserbly .
soon the blackness overwelms me but i can hear a soft voice calling my name but i just cant force my eyes open................
What south park charcter i amStan:
[ ] You're the normal kid
[x ] You have an older sister
[ ] You often puke
[ ] You have a poofball hat
[ ] One of your parents is a geologist
[x] Your dad can be really stupid/stubborn
[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] You have a lot of talents
[ ] You're Jewish
 You own an ushanka
[ ] You have an adopted sibling
[x] You easily get mad
[ ] Your hair is curly
[ ] You're diabetic
[x] Green and Orange are one of your favorite colors
[ ] One of your parents is a lawyer
 You're fat/big-boned
[ ] You get made fun of because of your body weight
[ ] People make fat jokes about you
[ ] You eat a lot of junk food
[ ] You love acting/dressing like Hitler
[x ] You think Ginger Kids have no souls
[ ] You've once made over 10,000 dollars
 You have a single mother for a reason
[x] You hide your face
[x] You're quiet
 You love boobies
[x] You're such a pervert with a dirty mind
 You have cheesed before
[x] You're poor Almost poor,
I never thought ,CuRedI stand at Evans grave theres nothing i would like to do more than scream but I stay silent I look over at the other goths Henreitta is just in shock not moving gerogie is biting his lip to not cry and Dylan has tears streaming down his face.I feel bad for Dylan he loved Evan and i thought Evan loved him as well even though love is for conformists they were just compatable.I sigh somewhat loudly i dont even know why he did this.
I had joined the goth group about 6 years ago. They only let me in because unlike Stan who had joined them for a while in fourth grade I was a true goth. I had alredy smoked and drank coffe so they knew i wasent going to end up like stan. I push some of my black hair out of my face. I'm trying to find Evan I can speak to the dead when i was a kid it used to terrify me but now it dosent bother me that much. I think Evan is trying to avoied us cause he's gonna get a hell of a lecuture from me. Dylan start sobbing more and i go hug him it's all i can do to help if
sp dip what are you hideing chapter 2Damien is watching me I can feel his eyes on me ever since he saw me reading his jornal he's just been watching me. i want to countine reading but i feel like he will notice and i dont want that. Finally the bell goes and i start walkint home it's very riskey since people always throw stuff at me once i got hit with an cell phone which was really starnge. I still feel eys on me so i pick up my pace a little bit.
I finally get to my adoptive parents house and like usal there not there they only got me because they want the $100 check they get for adopting me. But today im happy their not here the would keep asking me what i was reading and they would keep repeting it because of how drunk they would be. I lye down on my bed until i fall asleep. My alarm starts buzzing very loudly and very anoyylingly I hit the snooze butten i want to go back to sleep but instead i pull my self out of bed and slowly get ready.
By the time im done it's 7:30 so i have a bit of time before i have to leave i
Sp dip What are you hideingA Goth girl walks up to me. This goth girl is damiens sister who went goth sometime around when damien became a popular dick. He beats me up more then any of the other kids ever did. Soon the goth girl is face to face with me i blink before she speaks " I made a copy of damiens jornal" she hands me a black book "ive only read the first few pages but it has magic on it so whenever damien writes sometheing it will apper in the book" " why are you giving this to me Alley??" I'm acutally clueless of why she gave me the book "Because ive tryed to not make him a popuplar asshole but it didnt work so im hopeing maybe you can" with that she walks away back to her little goth group
Shes hopeing i can change damien? No one could change damien. but im curios so i start reading his jornal throughout the day. One page sticks out to me he had written a while after he became popular. "what am i doing with my life? ive became a complete douchebag my own sister became goth because she knows i cant stan
Sp kyleMy name is Kyle Brofloski Im a nerdy ginger jew i get beat up at school even my own boyfriend beats me he tells me he has to keep up with his reputation at the end of the day i feel like im almost dead. The only person i feel like i can trust is Kenny he is always there for me no matter what sometimes i wonder if i was with kenny it would be better. But im scared of stan going after me so i just stay silent.
Sometimes i wonder if death would be better. I dont talk as much as i used to and i barley wiegh a thing because i dont eat to much anymore. If i did more people would go after me. I'm tired and beat when my mom asks were all the brusies come from i just tell her im a clutz if i told her the truth she would probably start a war and i dont want that happing again. For the life of me i cant stop cutting it makes some of the pain go away for a while so i enojoy it i know it sounds strange but i just want to feel something other then hate but id rather feel pain then nothing at all so
K2 confess chapt 6Moments of silence pass the only sound is my now silent sobs. I look over at Star who has a few tears stroling down her face which is very shocking. I'd never thought i'd see Star crying of all people. Stan notcices she crying and pulls her into a hug. Star freezes.
she ushally does this when she has a vishion. She loosens up in a few secounds and realexs. "Cartman" she mutters Footsteps are heard Stan realses Star and Kenny realeses me. Trent walks down with a wooden bat in his hand. Stars eyes widen but shrink within a few moments. he walks to Stan and knocks him out then star then kenny then myself.......
BEEP BEEP BEEP. ugh what is that anoying sound. BEEP BEEP BEEP. Fuck thats anoying i open my eyes im not in the basment any more im in a stark white room "what the fuck??" all the sudden im in a tackle hug. i look down and see Star Stan and kenny hugging me. " how the hell did we get here??" Star laughs " Cartman found our asses and saved us but we were all passed out so it was dif
500 Miles- (Levi x Amnesiac!Reader) [AU]
( X )
Do you remember what it was like to taste the rain on your tongue and the presence of my lips on your garnet ones after the sweet dew coats your skin? Do you remember what it was like to hold my hand even when I snappishly reply to your childish desire of any sweet substance? Do you remember what it was like to watch the sunset, when I all did was gaze longingly at the ginger tint that painted your lovely features.
Do you remember what it was like to have me love you?
Eren came today. He’s an idiot, but Hanji insisted he stay my assistant. He refuses to leave me alone, constantly asking me if I wanted tea. But get this, his tea is absolutely disgusting it tastes more or less like shit and I have a strong desire to chuck the cup across the room.
But I don’t because you would be mad at me. So instead I pretend to ta
Secrets Revealed - Monster? Levi x Reader Ch. 3
The monster yearned for more.
His prey was beautiful yet delectable.
It cursed its nature.
It wanted her; in a way that was perverse
But also satisfying.
Now we go to its view
Of its prey
In its eyes…
The monster watched its prey softly breathing in and out.
She looked very comfortable in the couch she slept in.
It felt bad that it was the reason she was driven out of her own room to sleep on the couch. Though it felt bad, it just had to see her every night. Especially now that it tasted her.
______ moved to the side. Coincidentally her face became near the monster’s face and her lips parted.
The monster stared at the female’s lips in lust. However it couldn’t. If it kissed her again now, who knows what will happen if it lost control?
Ruggedly it sighed as it pushed itself away from her.
In melancholy it said, “She will never know who I really am”
It looked back to
Human!Queen!Terezi X Maid!Reader
Once upon a time, there was a kingdom which name was Draco kingdom, but people called it different names, such as
The Land of Thought and Flow;
The Kingdom of Law;
and the names could go on. But the one that people used the most was
The Gluttony Kingdom.
Why, you may ask?
Because the kingdom’s ruler, Terezi Pyrope, was one that loved to eat.
Her table was so big that more than 70 people could sit around it.
She had enough food for more than 100 hungry children only in one meal.
Even though she ate so much, she never got fat.
The previous ruler wasn’t like that. She ate like a normal person, but she would never imagine what her descendant had become after she died.
The new ruler would have thousands of cooks in some weeks, since they mysteriously disappeared after serving for some days. Maybe they got tired of cooking for her since she ate so much, and simply ran away when they had the chance.
When there were no cook
[WtS Series] Denmark x Reader
Welcome to Starbucks!
Java Chip Frappucino
The sound of rain and various vehicles invaded the human auditory that was in the city. But they still talk and communicate with each other as if the sound of rain was no bother at all.
The time was late for workers, but their efforts will pay off for one day. And it is time to come home and relax on their couch as their favorite show lingers on the TV, although it’s an exception for this one guy...
“Thank you for today Mr. Køhler” The Japanese man bows down at the cleaning Danish man, before straightening his back and walks out of the café.
"Oh! See ya bro!" Mathias gives a goodbye smile and continues to wipe the table. But, after realizing there is no presence of other workers around him, he stops and leads his curios view to the clock that hangs on the wall behind.
“Is it 6 PM already!? Oh wow… I must’ve worked really hard...” A laugh was made by the Dane that is sl
Bonnie's last breath ( very sad )Bonnie's last breath...
It was September 16, 2002 and the Faz gang were going to throw a party for a group of kids after school. They all had the pizza, cake, party prizes and drinks ready. Foxy was excited to come out on stage to preform. Bonnie, was nervously getting his tie on. Freddy had looked up at him and put a paw on his shoulder. "You ok?" The bunny looked and smiled. "Yeah, I'm ok." His tone was a little shaky. Freddy frowned but patted his back.
Chica came over scenting Bonnie was nervous. "B-Bon Bon?" Chica hugged him. "Yes darling?" She looked up at him with big puppy eyes. "You're nervous, I can sense, why?" She hugged his arm close. He gently kissed her forehead and sighed. "It's nothing sugar." Chica sighed and let go of his arm. "If you say so." She went back to grooming her feathers.
Bonnie could sense something bad is going to happen, and that's today. His mechanic heart began beating faster each time he stares out the window. Maybe he's going out of
The Only One (TCEST)Title: The Only One
Fandom: 2k3 TMNT
Warnings: Mpreg, Tcest
Disclaimer: Not Mine~ I'm just playing
Summary: It shouldn't have been possible, but it happened.
Kiraynn's notes: I'm jumping on the Mpreg train! Hold onto your butts!
Leo looked really small sitting on the cot in Leatherhead’s underground home. His legs held up so his feet didn’t touch the floor, shoulders hunched forward and fingers holding tight to the sheet. He radiated fear, nervousness and awe all in one leaf green and royal blue package.
“Are you sure, Leatherhead?” he asked the mutated lizard. “Not that I don’t trust you. It’s just… it shouldn’t be…”
“Possible?” Leatherhead supplied. He reached up to remove his glasses with a kind smile. “It’s definitely unconventional. But I assure you, Leonardo, I’m not wrong about this. How do you think the others will react?”
“I don’t k
Spooky scary skeletons.
Aradia X Reader
(Y/n) sighed, hands on her head as she looked down to the floor.
Aradia had recently come back very much alive, and (Y/n) couldn’t be happier.
(Y/n) and Aradia now spent a lot of time together, and it was really fun.
The girl thought it was a good idea to show to the she-troll the song she found randomly on YouTube.
She regretted the idea now.
Aradia loved the song, and wouldn’t stop singing it.
She would go around the huge mansion singing the song, waking everybody up when they were sleeping, and now everybody blamed the poor (Y/n).
Aradia eventually found one of those false skeletons, and now she would scare people with it, singing the song along.
(Y/n) was happy that Aradia was happy, but she was way too happy.
(Y/n)’s eyes widened and her body flinched as she heard that voice singing the song in the hall, steps coming closer to the human girl’s bedroom door.
(Y/n) silently and slightly opene
Red X Reader (Request): First and Last
Oh how he hated seeing you like this. Laying on a bed the whole day, feeling utterly weak, plugged by many wires, waking up only for a few minutes before going back to sleep for Arceus knows how long. He wanted this to end. Red couldn’t take it anymore. And what made him irritate even more, was the fact you still had a smile on your face. The same smile he fell in love with years ago. But this time, he knew very well what that smile meant. He wouldn’t let this happen. You were ready to give up on life, while Red wasn’t. Why would you leave him so soon? You promised you’ll live together, get married, have kids, grow old together. But both of you knew too well none of these wishes will come true after you got diagnosed with cancer. This made him so mad. He didn’t have to know. They could have continued living a normal life until the very end, instead of starting taking treatments which Red knew they would never work and only waste money. Your boyfriend wante
Thread | Suzuya Juuzou x reader
Manga spoilers! Do not read unless you are up to date with the manga!
You were five when your parents were killed by ghouls while you were in school. One minute you were sitting in class looking forward to your mother's cooking. Your father picking you up and taking you to get ice cream (but don't tell mum because this is our secret) the next a teacher comes and calls you to the principle's office. A man wearing a suit and a frown gets up and crouches in front of you, what he says next tears your world apart.
Having no family aside from your parents, the investigator takes you home to pick some of your things before the house gets sealed off till you reach the age of majority. Then you are taken to one of the CCG orphanages where you talk to a child psychiatrist and start your training.
You spend your time attending classes, training and drawing in your sketch books. Too sad to talk to any one else and too angry to focus on anything but training and killing ghouls.
Confess k2Kyle just please leave me alone!' shouted kenny ' But kenny please you just have to understand' I sobbed . " i've heard enough Kyle" . That was only an hour ago we are now in school in thrid period and I just cant think stragiht. I cant stop thinking about what happend with kenny;. this is why I never told him how i felt because I knew this was gunna happen. I glare over at my cosin Star She looks nervos and i have no clue why she has always beeen able to see into the futre it was starnge.
She had lived with us for about 6 months because her dad and mother had died. It's not like living with us was any better though my parents had gotten divorced and my mother didn't take it so well She abusies us. The only reson Ike didn't get abusied was because me and Star would make sure he didn't.
My thoughts where disturbed when my phone went off. I looked to see if out teacher Mrs.Spurrel was looking luckily for me she wasen't I looked at my phone the text was from Stan " dude are you
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