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I'll always end up with you"Ronnie" I cry to myself. My best friend .... The only one I could ever love he's in jail and it's my fault if I would've just read the message later.....
2 months later
Craig just told more lies about Ronnie I know he didn't get caught with hereon in prison he's too good for that. He wanted to get sober even before he went to prison . But I just couldn't stay sober because all I thought about was Ronnie and how much I love him.but he hates me and I went to see him in prison and all he said was how useless I am . He is right though I am useless and no one would love a faggot like me....
2 Years later
Ronnie is out of jail now... He is starting a new band 'falling in reverse' he wrote an album it was rather about how much he hated me or how he was sober now. And yet I'm still a druggie. God I should just die . Ronnie said I was going to anyways so why not make it come true.....
I'm going to rehab today . Maybe when I'm sober I can talk to Ronnie again and get back in Escape th
Random poemI think its amazing about how quickly people can change,
how they grow apart into total strangers
how they say there in love one minute,
but it's gone the next
they say they are happy together and it will never change
but then they never want to speak together again
All one ever wants is to find love
but sometimes it never exsist
sp dip what are you hideing chapter 3Craig slams me agaisnst a wall putting his arm around my neck I praticly see the rage in his eyes "why would you tell Stan to break up wih me??!!" he growels "what!" my mind screams but then i remeber....
"you were beating the living hell out of him" i manage to gasp out. that just makes him more angrey he starts punching my face im loosing alot of blood this was going on for atlest ten minutes
I feel myself blacking out.
suddenly the puching stops and i fall to the floor I try to look up but fail miserbly .
soon the blackness overwelms me but i can hear a soft voice calling my name but i just cant force my eyes open................
What south park charcter i amStan:
[ ] You're the normal kid
[x ] You have an older sister
[ ] You often puke
[ ] You have a poofball hat
[ ] One of your parents is a geologist
[x] Your dad can be really stupid/stubborn
[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] You have a lot of talents
[ ] You're Jewish
 You own an ushanka
[ ] You have an adopted sibling
[x] You easily get mad
[ ] Your hair is curly
[ ] You're diabetic
[x] Green and Orange are one of your favorite colors
[ ] One of your parents is a lawyer
 You're fat/big-boned
[ ] You get made fun of because of your body weight
[ ] People make fat jokes about you
[ ] You eat a lot of junk food
[ ] You love acting/dressing like Hitler
[x ] You think Ginger Kids have no souls
[ ] You've once made over 10,000 dollars
 You have a single mother for a reason
[x] You hide your face
[x] You're quiet
 You love boobies
[x] You're such a pervert with a dirty mind
 You have cheesed before
[x] You're poor Almost poor,
I never thought ,CuRedI stand at Evans grave theres nothing i would like to do more than scream but I stay silent I look over at the other goths Henreitta is just in shock not moving gerogie is biting his lip to not cry and Dylan has tears streaming down his face.I feel bad for Dylan he loved Evan and i thought Evan loved him as well even though love is for conformists they were just compatable.I sigh somewhat loudly i dont even know why he did this.
I had joined the goth group about 6 years ago. They only let me in because unlike Stan who had joined them for a while in fourth grade I was a true goth. I had alredy smoked and drank coffe so they knew i wasent going to end up like stan. I push some of my black hair out of my face. I'm trying to find Evan I can speak to the dead when i was a kid it used to terrify me but now it dosent bother me that much. I think Evan is trying to avoied us cause he's gonna get a hell of a lecuture from me. Dylan start sobbing more and i go hug him it's all i can do to help if
sp dip what are you hideing chapter 2Damien is watching me I can feel his eyes on me ever since he saw me reading his jornal he's just been watching me. i want to countine reading but i feel like he will notice and i dont want that. Finally the bell goes and i start walkint home it's very riskey since people always throw stuff at me once i got hit with an cell phone which was really starnge. I still feel eys on me so i pick up my pace a little bit.
I finally get to my adoptive parents house and like usal there not there they only got me because they want the $100 check they get for adopting me. But today im happy their not here the would keep asking me what i was reading and they would keep repeting it because of how drunk they would be. I lye down on my bed until i fall asleep. My alarm starts buzzing very loudly and very anoyylingly I hit the snooze butten i want to go back to sleep but instead i pull my self out of bed and slowly get ready.
By the time im done it's 7:30 so i have a bit of time before i have to leave i
Sp dip What are you hideingA Goth girl walks up to me. This goth girl is damiens sister who went goth sometime around when damien became a popular dick. He beats me up more then any of the other kids ever did. Soon the goth girl is face to face with me i blink before she speaks " I made a copy of damiens jornal" she hands me a black book "ive only read the first few pages but it has magic on it so whenever damien writes sometheing it will apper in the book" " why are you giving this to me Alley??" I'm acutally clueless of why she gave me the book "Because ive tryed to not make him a popuplar asshole but it didnt work so im hopeing maybe you can" with that she walks away back to her little goth group
Shes hopeing i can change damien? No one could change damien. but im curios so i start reading his jornal throughout the day. One page sticks out to me he had written a while after he became popular. "what am i doing with my life? ive became a complete douchebag my own sister became goth because she knows i cant stan
Sp kyleMy name is Kyle Brofloski Im a nerdy ginger jew i get beat up at school even my own boyfriend beats me he tells me he has to keep up with his reputation at the end of the day i feel like im almost dead. The only person i feel like i can trust is Kenny he is always there for me no matter what sometimes i wonder if i was with kenny it would be better. But im scared of stan going after me so i just stay silent.
Sometimes i wonder if death would be better. I dont talk as much as i used to and i barley wiegh a thing because i dont eat to much anymore. If i did more people would go after me. I'm tired and beat when my mom asks were all the brusies come from i just tell her im a clutz if i told her the truth she would probably start a war and i dont want that happing again. For the life of me i cant stop cutting it makes some of the pain go away for a while so i enojoy it i know it sounds strange but i just want to feel something other then hate but id rather feel pain then nothing at all so
K2 confess chapt 6Moments of silence pass the only sound is my now silent sobs. I look over at Star who has a few tears stroling down her face which is very shocking. I'd never thought i'd see Star crying of all people. Stan notcices she crying and pulls her into a hug. Star freezes.
she ushally does this when she has a vishion. She loosens up in a few secounds and realexs. "Cartman" she mutters Footsteps are heard Stan realses Star and Kenny realeses me. Trent walks down with a wooden bat in his hand. Stars eyes widen but shrink within a few moments. he walks to Stan and knocks him out then star then kenny then myself.......
BEEP BEEP BEEP. ugh what is that anoying sound. BEEP BEEP BEEP. Fuck thats anoying i open my eyes im not in the basment any more im in a stark white room "what the fuck??" all the sudden im in a tackle hug. i look down and see Star Stan and kenny hugging me. " how the hell did we get here??" Star laughs " Cartman found our asses and saved us but we were all passed out so it was dif
Dark LinkXReader-A Demon's love~Part 23
All the Kokiri gathered at the news of Helio's tragic death. Around, you all stood together in the forest as Saria placed Helio's tiny body on a lily pad and let it drift further into the forest surrounded by the other fairs who drift through. Once he was adrift, Saria began to play a soft and soothing yet nostalgic melody to symbolize the passing of a friend.
You stood next to Link the whole time. His hand clutched yours firmly and his blue eyes were staring intently forward on Helio's drifting pad. This was all Dark Link's fault. He was too blame.It was a mistake to think that he could go free a live amongst you and him like a normal person. It was a mistake to think that he could actually be a brother and a lover. Link was a fool.
He shook his head and clenched his free hand into a fist. Perhaps he should have killed Dark Link when he had the first few chances.Helio would still be here if he had and you wouldn't be in so much agony. So much heart ache. He wished he could heal
~A World Of My Own~ Dark!Mad Hatter!EnglandXReader
You felt yourself drift into consciousness. You began to fall back asleep but you noticed something odd. Where was your bed, your sheets, your mattress? Eyes still closed, you could feel yourself on laying on your back, on what you knew was the ground. Your arm shifted, causing a rustle of leaves. The forest, you thought. How did I get to the forest?
Eyes still closed, on the edge of dreaming again, you went through the previous night. It had been so normal, you thought. You brushed your teeth, you got into bed, what happened? You were in your own home, weren't you? You must have been sleepwalking, straight from out of your house and into the lawn. Strange. Or perhaps you were still dreaming?
"Wake up, love."
Finally, your body jolted adrenalin into your veins and you lifted your heavy head off of the floor. You could have sworn you heard someone say something, but it was too silent and the world felt too empty for an
Erwin x Ghoul!Reader |Appeal| AUThe absence of the sun was replaced with a brightly gleaming moon. Your (e/c) hues rapidly scanned the area that surrounded you, your fingertips lingering on your (s/c) face, as a crazed smile brimmed your soft lips. The last few nights had been scarce in the way of food, the doves had been multiplying, it seemed. Your eating activities were put on pause in response.
From the lack of human flesh you had grown into what could be described as a monster - but yet, that word would be too weak to describe the deranged feelings that grew within you. You needed to eat, as did any person, or ghoul. It's just that your taste was a little than the average humans.
Currently you were camping out, awaiting for a victim to be lured to you. You took pride in your stunning looks, that could draw in the foolish of men, but in the end it was you that devoured them. Soon enough, your boastful thoughts were interrupted at the sound of shoes clicking against the ground. It was the dead of night, a
Levi X Reader: I'm not drunk“Oh, [Name], just the person I needed to see!” Hange called to you after you had your meal with the others.
Your first thought was that the squad leader ran out of people to talk to about titan’s (probably because everyone did run away), and you recoiled at the thought. You were already a victim of one of her “discussions” already having spent a whole night until dawn listening to her prattle. You weren’t eager to repeat the experience too soon. As she got closer, you were ready to prepare an excuse if it came to it.
“Y-yes, what is it?” you asked warily.
“I just have a tiny little problem,” Hange said, rubbing the back of her neck in embarrassment.
Oh, did you just notice? You thought but kept it to yourself.
Hange looked at your face and noticing no reaction, her face contracted into that of concern.
“What’s the problem then, squad leader? I can’t assist you in… whatever it is y
[Jake x Reader]
The twinkling lights reflected off his glasses as he stared up at the sky. A melancholy air had surrounded the young lad, who brought his green coat closer to his body to maintain some of the warmth that he was without. [Name] had always said that he needed to properly dress for the season since it was Autumn now, but he had an odd reputation to uphold. An adventurer was not an adventurer without a jacket, cargo shorts, and a thin t-shirt. Sometimes it included the hat. But only when the adventure was supposed to be grand.
"I'm not seeing anything," he murmured to himself, adjusting his spot on the blanket that he had laid out. "I don't see how she loves this and calls it peaceful."
"Perhaps you're looking too hard, dear cousin?"
Jake turned his head slightly to see John coming up the hill toward him. "John ol' boy! Lovely to see you again! But what the devil are you doing here?"
"Wondering what the fuck you're doing," the blue-eyed boy answered, as he plopped do
Levi x Witch!Reader - Fall Out of Trees
He had never heard her scream before.
Levi’s eyes pinched shut and for a moment he lost his footing, stumbling between the thick-trunked trees and unkempt bushes. In his ears he could still hear the shrill sound ringing like gunfire. When he looked ahead of himself again he was nearly caught off guard by the vastness of the woods. With a burst of effort, he pushed off hard on his right leg, trying to carry himself farther and faster than he’d ever had a need to do before. His mind reeled in circles, trying to make sense of all that just happened while also struggling to keep him moving in the right direction.
It had all happened so fast. One moment, they were together. So ordinary and common, right beside one another and sitting lazily beneath an oak. He leaned against the trees rough back, she leaned against him, they both looked up between the leaves and to the sky. He couldn’t remember what it was they were talking about, if it had been anything at all. They were b
Letting go of the past
Letting go of the past
A/N: Okay, first of I just want to say I am a little late with the next chapter of 'The monster underneath the surface' since I had a little homework to get done by this Monday, just so you know. I will try to put it up as soon as I can and since I am free on Wednesday I hope I will have it up by then. But I wanted to give you something so I gave you this, so I really hope you'll like it.
And another thing, if you haven't seen the finale of season 2 and don't want anything spoiled, you probably shouldn't read this. I know we haven't seen how the place they're going to, so I let my imagination fly a little.
So the 'plot' in this one-shot is that Donnie feels responsible for what happened in New York since he argued with Leo earlier and after hearing few and Raph helps him with letting go of what happened in the past. Spoiler warning for those who haven't seen the season finale of season 2! You have been warned, twice!
Promesas (Levi x Reader)Bye Bye
It was nearing autumn. The trees had begun their transition from lively shades of green to yellows, browns, and reds. No longer were the cadets given extra breaks from the excessive heat, but rather more laps to ensure they would not have to endure the chill that seeped through their light jackets. Windows were shut in order for the draft to be kept out instead of open as they had once been to let in the cooling summer breeze. Fireplaces lit up more often, picturesque families gathering around to trade stories before bed, or events of the day. It was the season to bundle up and stay inside, spend time with family and friends.
And yet, this was the season for expeditions. Possible last moments to ever be seen alive again.
This was the season for death. Of pallid cold skin, often stained with the remnants of crimson.
Despite the oncoming symptoms of a harsh winter, tragic endings and bittersweet beginnings, this was the se
Different-Prussia x Insecure!Reader
Gilbert was expecting you tonight, that wasn't why he was looking so surprised. What he wasn't expecting was you to be in tears when you got here.
"Don't leave me, please!"
"What the hell? I wouldn't-"
"I know that I'm not as good as them other girls but I love you more than anyone else and I'm willing to prove it" You stated as you stepped inside Gilbert's house, closing the front door firmly behind you.
Then discarding your coat, leaving Gil's face as flushed as as his red eyes. You only had on an isty bitsy bra and a thong now, your face also beetroot red.
"I'll let you have my virginty, just please don't leave me!".
"[y-y/n]! What are you doing?! My brother is here, you know." Gilbert hissed picking your coat up and thrusting it firmly against your chest.
This only made your tears fall faster, as sobs started wracking your small frame. "A-Am I really that bad?" You whispered, not meaning for Gilbert to hear. Suddenly, your head was pressed against Gilbert's f
Confess k2Kyle just please leave me alone!' shouted kenny ' But kenny please you just have to understand' I sobbed . " i've heard enough Kyle" . That was only an hour ago we are now in school in thrid period and I just cant think stragiht. I cant stop thinking about what happend with kenny;. this is why I never told him how i felt because I knew this was gunna happen. I glare over at my cosin Star She looks nervos and i have no clue why she has always beeen able to see into the futre it was starnge.
She had lived with us for about 6 months because her dad and mother had died. It's not like living with us was any better though my parents had gotten divorced and my mother didn't take it so well She abusies us. The only reson Ike didn't get abusied was because me and Star would make sure he didn't.
My thoughts where disturbed when my phone went off. I looked to see if out teacher Mrs.Spurrel was looking luckily for me she wasen't I looked at my phone the text was from Stan " dude are you
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