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I'll always end up with you"Ronnie" I cry to myself. My best friend .... The only one I could ever love he's in jail and it's my fault if I would've just read the message later.....
2 months later
Craig just told more lies about Ronnie I know he didn't get caught with hereon in prison he's too good for that. He wanted to get sober even before he went to prison . But I just couldn't stay sober because all I thought about was Ronnie and how much I love him.but he hates me and I went to see him in prison and all he said was how useless I am . He is right though I am useless and no one would love a faggot like me....
2 Years later
Ronnie is out of jail now... He is starting a new band 'falling in reverse' he wrote an album it was rather about how much he hated me or how he was sober now. And yet I'm still a druggie. God I should just die . Ronnie said I was going to anyways so why not make it come true.....
I'm going to rehab today . Maybe when I'm sober I can talk to Ronnie again and get back in Escape th
Random poemI think its amazing about how quickly people can change,
how they grow apart into total strangers
how they say there in love one minute,
but it's gone the next
they say they are happy together and it will never change
but then they never want to speak together again
All one ever wants is to find love
but sometimes it never exsist
sp dip what are you hideing chapter 3Craig slams me agaisnst a wall putting his arm around my neck I praticly see the rage in his eyes "why would you tell Stan to break up wih me??!!" he growels "what!" my mind screams but then i remeber....
"you were beating the living hell out of him" i manage to gasp out. that just makes him more angrey he starts punching my face im loosing alot of blood this was going on for atlest ten minutes
I feel myself blacking out.
suddenly the puching stops and i fall to the floor I try to look up but fail miserbly .
soon the blackness overwelms me but i can hear a soft voice calling my name but i just cant force my eyes open................
What south park charcter i amStan:
[ ] You're the normal kid
[x ] You have an older sister
[ ] You often puke
[ ] You have a poofball hat
[ ] One of your parents is a geologist
[x] Your dad can be really stupid/stubborn
[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] You have a lot of talents
[ ] You're Jewish
 You own an ushanka
[ ] You have an adopted sibling
[x] You easily get mad
[ ] Your hair is curly
[ ] You're diabetic
[x] Green and Orange are one of your favorite colors
[ ] One of your parents is a lawyer
 You're fat/big-boned
[ ] You get made fun of because of your body weight
[ ] People make fat jokes about you
[ ] You eat a lot of junk food
[ ] You love acting/dressing like Hitler
[x ] You think Ginger Kids have no souls
[ ] You've once made over 10,000 dollars
 You have a single mother for a reason
[x] You hide your face
[x] You're quiet
 You love boobies
[x] You're such a pervert with a dirty mind
 You have cheesed before
[x] You're poor Almost poor,
I never thought ,CuRedI stand at Evans grave theres nothing i would like to do more than scream but I stay silent I look over at the other goths Henreitta is just in shock not moving gerogie is biting his lip to not cry and Dylan has tears streaming down his face.I feel bad for Dylan he loved Evan and i thought Evan loved him as well even though love is for conformists they were just compatable.I sigh somewhat loudly i dont even know why he did this.
I had joined the goth group about 6 years ago. They only let me in because unlike Stan who had joined them for a while in fourth grade I was a true goth. I had alredy smoked and drank coffe so they knew i wasent going to end up like stan. I push some of my black hair out of my face. I'm trying to find Evan I can speak to the dead when i was a kid it used to terrify me but now it dosent bother me that much. I think Evan is trying to avoied us cause he's gonna get a hell of a lecuture from me. Dylan start sobbing more and i go hug him it's all i can do to help if
sp dip what are you hideing chapter 2Damien is watching me I can feel his eyes on me ever since he saw me reading his jornal he's just been watching me. i want to countine reading but i feel like he will notice and i dont want that. Finally the bell goes and i start walkint home it's very riskey since people always throw stuff at me once i got hit with an cell phone which was really starnge. I still feel eys on me so i pick up my pace a little bit.
I finally get to my adoptive parents house and like usal there not there they only got me because they want the $100 check they get for adopting me. But today im happy their not here the would keep asking me what i was reading and they would keep repeting it because of how drunk they would be. I lye down on my bed until i fall asleep. My alarm starts buzzing very loudly and very anoyylingly I hit the snooze butten i want to go back to sleep but instead i pull my self out of bed and slowly get ready.
By the time im done it's 7:30 so i have a bit of time before i have to leave i
Sp dip What are you hideingA Goth girl walks up to me. This goth girl is damiens sister who went goth sometime around when damien became a popular dick. He beats me up more then any of the other kids ever did. Soon the goth girl is face to face with me i blink before she speaks " I made a copy of damiens jornal" she hands me a black book "ive only read the first few pages but it has magic on it so whenever damien writes sometheing it will apper in the book" " why are you giving this to me Alley??" I'm acutally clueless of why she gave me the book "Because ive tryed to not make him a popuplar asshole but it didnt work so im hopeing maybe you can" with that she walks away back to her little goth group
Shes hopeing i can change damien? No one could change damien. but im curios so i start reading his jornal throughout the day. One page sticks out to me he had written a while after he became popular. "what am i doing with my life? ive became a complete douchebag my own sister became goth because she knows i cant stan
Sp kyleMy name is Kyle Brofloski Im a nerdy ginger jew i get beat up at school even my own boyfriend beats me he tells me he has to keep up with his reputation at the end of the day i feel like im almost dead. The only person i feel like i can trust is Kenny he is always there for me no matter what sometimes i wonder if i was with kenny it would be better. But im scared of stan going after me so i just stay silent.
Sometimes i wonder if death would be better. I dont talk as much as i used to and i barley wiegh a thing because i dont eat to much anymore. If i did more people would go after me. I'm tired and beat when my mom asks were all the brusies come from i just tell her im a clutz if i told her the truth she would probably start a war and i dont want that happing again. For the life of me i cant stop cutting it makes some of the pain go away for a while so i enojoy it i know it sounds strange but i just want to feel something other then hate but id rather feel pain then nothing at all so
K2 confess chapt 6Moments of silence pass the only sound is my now silent sobs. I look over at Star who has a few tears stroling down her face which is very shocking. I'd never thought i'd see Star crying of all people. Stan notcices she crying and pulls her into a hug. Star freezes.
she ushally does this when she has a vishion. She loosens up in a few secounds and realexs. "Cartman" she mutters Footsteps are heard Stan realses Star and Kenny realeses me. Trent walks down with a wooden bat in his hand. Stars eyes widen but shrink within a few moments. he walks to Stan and knocks him out then star then kenny then myself.......
BEEP BEEP BEEP. ugh what is that anoying sound. BEEP BEEP BEEP. Fuck thats anoying i open my eyes im not in the basment any more im in a stark white room "what the fuck??" all the sudden im in a tackle hug. i look down and see Star Stan and kenny hugging me. " how the hell did we get here??" Star laughs " Cartman found our asses and saved us but we were all passed out so it was dif
Levi x Reader |To Make A Man Jealous|You let out an irritated noise, as you watched your boyfriend, Levi, who had a more irked expression than you. You were currently curled up on his couch, your bottom lip stuck out in a pout, not enjoying the fact you weren't getting the attention you craved from him. Levi made no effort to say anything, as he continued hurriedly writing with his quill.
You let out a sigh. Then another, and another. Levi's feline gaze went from his paperwork to you, his eyebrows furrowed together in annoyance.
"(Name), if you're just going to sigh like an idiot, I'd recommend to kindly move off your ass and do something productive." Levi half heartedly grumbled to you, and you took note of his thinning patience.
"Whatever," You replied, doing just that, as you got off his small office couch and went to the door. But before you could open it, you cautiously turned around. Levi's eyes were back on his paperwork, his face just as expressionless as always. An idea popped into your mind, as you slowly stroll
Human- (Boxer!Levi x Reader) [AU]
*A/N: Okay, I"m really excited about this fic man! It's another au obviously, but again, the song is what I got this idea from! So, please, listen to the song as you read ;v; and please leave a comment! Boxer Levi here we go!
( X )
He acts like he doesn’t care.
He walks with the air of a haughty mystery—in fact, the rumors surrounding him multiply by the thousands every hour. A vagabond, a sly hero, a pimp, a cheater, a lady’s man, a gentleman (you refused to believe that), and finally underground thug. But his sharp features were devoid of any emotion; steel hues often blank and uncaring, pressed lips sealing any utterance of words, pitch inky hair bold and rebellious against the sheen of his ivory skin. Just the simple normality of his countenance was dangerous, constantly stealing the oxygen from your lips.
And he struck like a viper, his hooks venomous and throws rearing back and aggres
Dave X Reader
(Y/n) was just relaxing on her bathtub, humming to herself.
She finally was free of work and could relax, so why not take a long, calming bath?
But the peace was cut when she heard her phone vibrate, the girl grunting.
She reached for her phone, and saw that it was her friend and neighbor Dave.
‘hey (Y/n) im bored
where are you and what are you doing’
(Y/n) sighed and answered the male.
‘Home, taking a bath.’
(Y/n) patiently waited for his answer, but as he didn’t say anything, she simply shrugged and placed her phone safely back in its place.
(Y/n) and Dave had met when (Y/n) moved in, and eventually became really good friends, so good that (Y/n) trusted the male a key to her apartment.
Maybe that wasn’t the best idea.
(Y/n) raised an eyebrow as she heard her front door open, followed my loud steps coming closer to her bathroom.
‘Oh hell no-‘
Suddenly, her bathroom door opened do reveal Dave himself, liter
Master [Vampire!Levi x Doll!Reader] [AU]
Life; that was all you wanted. To have life breathed into you, with a little heart that beat and carried warm blood throughout your body, with skin soft and desirable that could be cut, broken and scarred, with lungs that filled and stretched with every breath, revitalizing the rest of your body with that life giving air.
Perhaps then, your master would want you.
Every night, you watched him bring new victims, all pretty and delicate, into his private corridors. From the finely decorated shelf on which you sat with other fragile and priceless items, you observed as he enticed them into his bed, intoxicated them with his words and finally drank away the last bit of blood that brought them life. Not once did he glance in your direction as he licked away the ruby fluid tinting his lips, return to his cold, stoic self and obsessively cleaned his room, setting it back in order once again.
Then, he strolled over to your shelf. Taking you carefully in his hands, he twisted the key at the nape
The Lying Demon.
Demon!Karkat X Witch!Reader
Once upon a time, there was a gentle, peaceful witch living by herself in the middle of a beautiful forest.
This witch loved to make potions and sell them to numerous people, some healing potions, love potions and much more.
But she never did anything that could kill.
This witch also loved to bake delicious desserts.
She also enjoyed summoning demons to help her in her chores and to enjoy her sweets.
She had a peaceful life, and she loved it.
This witch was called (Y/n), and many loved her. Some were humans, some were demons.
One day, she decided to summon a specific type of demon.
These demons liked to call themselves Trollians, or simply trolls for some reason.
They were these gray skinned, horned humanoids.
Some were bloodthirsty, some were fun and loving, some stubborn.
She had summoned one of these before, and she loved his company.
He was a shy, sweet loving demon who was named Tavros, and she was sure to summon him again.
This time, however
Borrowing (Student!Levi x Shy!Reader) AU [Drabble]
There were some friends you knew well. Others were mere acquaintances. And some would just hit you up for nothing more than to borrow a pencil- Levi being one of them.
By then, the whole friendship structure just collapsed and practically laughed at you for having, well, a bit of a small crush on him. You barely knew each other; it was only during breaks that he would take you from whatever you were doing and asked for paper. Or a pencil. Or your two-page notes on hyperbolic equations. What it was didn’t matter.
You noticed he always came to you- and no one else. It made you feel, special, in a way. Especially after seeing Petra constantly offering him supplies and turning it down.
After taking what he needed he just went over to his own group of friends and you would instantly turn your head in his direction, watching him stride so perfectly away from you. As creepy as it sounded, you took in almost every deta
Dawn- (Actor!Levi x Reader) [AU]
*A/N: Listen to the song for sure~ The lyrics of the first part are according to that song!
How long has it been?
The question has an obvious and well tracked answer so Levi doesn’t have to think too hard. Four years and two months. Of course, if you ask anybody what Levi had done in these past four years, there would be no question that he had essentially evolved into an international sensation, propelling forward in his career, topping movie charts, and even exhaling music CDs when a small audience of fans learned he could sing. Singer, predominant actor, and whatever else he happened to be—they advanced to a frightening degree, all originating from one unforgettable decision that created an infinite series of toppling dominoes.
The blue sky is beautiful
but why am I becoming so insignificant and shabby.
As in…you…sacrificed the purity of your
Demon!Denmark x Angel!Chibi!Reader Prologue
The devil smirked as the woman in front of him screamed in fear. There was nothing anyone can do, no angels could stop him, he was the king of (Europe) demons. He raised his hand to kill the woman, but a flash of light blinded him. He rubbed his eyes and saw that the woman was gone. He growled in frustration.
" How the blazing fires did she get away?" He growled. Then his little servant, Tino ((lol finland, what you doin'?)) stumbled into the ally to the king.
" K-King Matthias, sir..." Tino mumbled nervously. Matthias whipped around, his eyes glowing red with anger and his sharp wolf-like teeth starting to show.
" What is it, Tino?" He asked angrily. Tino shivered.
" Th-There seems to be an n-new angel t-that is young, b-but ve-very strong and cl-clever....." Tino said. Matthias scowled. So it was the little angel.
" Where is it?" Matthias growled. Tino took out his clipboard from his back somehow nervously and looked through the list.
" Th-there's no data, sir. She seems
Our Heaven [Rin Matsuoka x reader] Ch 1
It all happened so fast, like a lightning bolt flashing in the dark sky for a brief second. Rin was there and I couldn't do anything. I was powerless and... I blamed myself for that incident. Hitting rock bottom made me furious, conflicted, agonize, and regret about everyone and everything.
A pair of fingers snaps me back to reality. The maroon haired male pouts at me in an endearing way. I jolted from my daze and gaze upon Rin, who was carrying his backpack and a few shopping bags. He looked at me with a scowl and expected an answer from me.
"Ah!! I'm so sorry Rin!" Bowing my head repeatedly, I stopped when his large hand firmly gripped my shoulder. Turning my attention upwards, Rin averts his eyes to the side with a blush tinting his cheeks.
"Y-you can stop (Name)... I-it's embarrassing when you do that..."
"... Heehee." I flashed a teasing smile and poked Rin on his stomach with my pointer finger,"Do what? You don't think it's
sp confess chapt.4I feel a pair of arms wrap around me i glance up and see Stan "we're going to make trough this ok??" I just look back down i dont belive this but i nod my head "so are you going to tell me now why you were so upset" im silent for a few moments " i told kenny that i loved him and he yelled at me and told me he could never love for someone like me"
I start to cry just remebering it makes me sob Stan realeses me and sighs. "dont worry ky he'll come around" star starts "just give him some time" I think back to this moring just everything then i remeber star looking nervos "Star did you see this??" "what??" "this moring you look scared did you know this was going to happen??" "yeah i did"
I feel a bit angerd she knew this was gunna happen "why didnt you stop it then!!" I hissed "because of what happens"she stats calmly my eyes narrow at her "what could possibley happen that you let this happen!" before she could reply there is a groan of pain all our head shoot over to look at ke
The BeginningHe told them, of course. He told those idiots everything, the whole damn story, including the blunder he'd made, and its consequences. Looking back on it later, he realized he had probably been in shock the whole time. It made sense, anyone would have been.
Soph was about twenty years old, and he'd been that way for a couple of years already, ever since the Hoarde had started attacking humanity from the past. Every day that passed, they ate at another day in the past. It sickened him. Those creatures had absolutely no regard for proper time and causality protocols.
It didn't seem to affect anyone else that way, though.
The Hoarde was the result of a human creation, of course, like everything bad in the world, though no one else knew about them. Then again, no one else had undiluted access to the power of creation. Even he didn't know much about the Hoarde, only that they appeared through some tear in The Fabric of The World and started killing people off. They appeared at some point in
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